Counting Down the Days

I’m so… anxious, nervous, hopeful, excited… not scared, per se, but certainly experiencing a lot of conflicting emotions. My doctor doesn’t want me to go past my due date, so she’s having me take Evening Primrose Oil to “soften my cervix.” Hm. I AM scared that, if I reach week 40, they’ll want to induce me. That would mean sudden, hard, painful labor and the possibility of a C-section if all doesn’t go well. *sigh*